on my mind

twigs digging into my back
feel harsh but bring me closer
to the reality, to the life
i choose to be living...
that is, in the moment.

losing things with you inside me
plunging into the frigidity
of the lake that is my being
pulling apart the membrane
of two separate people

to become one, together.

sand in my teeth,
under my nails, and
on my mind all the time
since you were with me
for the first time.

i'll be in the sky, waiting forever
for your hungry kiss...
as you push me against a wall
that embraces me in return
for the love i can give out.

wish i had been with you last night.